實習日誌1114/09': Not good.

 

My mom called me, "wat wrong w/ ur feet?"
"I don't understand," I said.
"Ur blog article in Oct has mentioned...."

 

That's why the following presenting in English.

 

I almost burn out in the past week,
I was(am) far behind of reading, papers, and case notes of my cases.
Negative self-talk kept playing in my mind and I cannot stop it.

In the class of practicum class on Thursday,
I successfully suppressed all the feelings just right before 鼻頭泛酸.

I kept eyes on my word
in case I would blurt the key terms that lead the flooding of emotion;
However, I can't help making a slip of the tongue to my supervisor,
"I was confident with aggressive clients with flipping thoughts;
however, it is not longer my strength here.
I don't indeed know what I can reply on. "

I cannot cry
Cause it takes time as well as cost energy which I am poor with now.

 

寫這段時，我已經好很多了。
今天拋開所有報告、紀錄、課程閱讀，
跑去了一個超美且人煙罕至的有漂亮樹林、寧靜湖邊散步。

當然還和幾個朋友拍了一些搞笑的影片和照片。

有些會再整理給大家看 ：）